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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

2014

OK. So my boyfriend wants me to post something about US. Haha! Not US, as in like the United States, but about our relationship.

We're nearly 3 months together. We've had misunderstandings and all those fuss, yet we are still together. Being with him, I've realized that I am not romantic. I used to get bothered by the fact that he's too clingy for me. When I told my Mom about this, she told me that it's way better having a clingy-sweet than have an insensitive-i-don't-care-about-you guy. I've got to say, Mom knows best. Hahaha! :) Sometimes I get this feeling that he's way too good for me and that I don't deserve to be with him. Lately I've been really clumsy that I accidentally hit his forehead or his nose blah blah blah a couple of times. When I'm having a bad day, I lash out my negative feelings and be "maldita" to him. :(

I can't imagine we're still together now. I mean, he could have let me go then but he just won't. Hahaha! A stubborn boyfriend. And I love his stubbornness. I love him.

He told me last night about our physical differences. He joked about us being like "Beauty and the Beast". *sigh* I wish I've done well, like told him and assured him enough at that very moment. And in case he forgot, B, I love you for who you are. And what you are. I love you and that's what matters.