2014

OK. So my boyfriend wants me to post something about US. Haha! Not US, as in like the United States, but about our relationship.

We're nearly 3 months together. We've had misunderstandings and all those fuss, yet we are still together. Being with him, I've realized that I am not romantic. I used to get bothered by the fact that he's too clingy for me. When I told my Mom about this, she told me that it's way better having a clingy-sweet than have an insensitive-i-don't-care-about-you guy. I've got to say, Mom knows best. Hahaha! :) Sometimes I get this feeling that he's way too good for me and that I don't deserve to be with him. Lately I've been really clumsy that I accidentally hit his forehead or his nose blah blah blah a couple of times. When I'm having a bad day, I lash out my negative feelings and be "maldita" to him. :(

I can't imagine we're still together now. I mean, he could have let me go then but he just won't. Hahaha! A stubborn boyfriend. And I love his stubbornness. I love him.

He told me last night about our physical differences. He joked about us being like "Beauty and the Beast". *sigh* I wish I've done well, like told him and assured him enough at that very moment. And in case he forgot, B, I love you for who you are. And what you are. I love you and that's what matters.

Deal.. Or Deal.. (No "No Deal")

The Deal was made. M mandated that I have to be in school 30 minutes before the said call-time for the whole of 2nd sem. I hate it. (I'm just being honest here.. Hehehehe) At first, it was just 15 minutes. However I failed in my make-or-break day, that's why.

The catch: If I arrive right on the dot and onwards (meaning, I'm late), M will send an SMS to my Mom saying that I was late and that I didn't catch the quiz (if I really didn't). If I'm in past my due time (which is 30mins before the call-time), I'll have a vegetarian diet. Neither way, veggies are included. The only way to break free from these is to arrive before or on my due time.

Frankly, Mom approved of it. She liked it. Oh, scratch. She LOVED it. :(

In exchange, I want his grades to hit 85 and above. I see he's been concerned with his academic performance though I barely see efforts in his part. (Sorry to say that M..) Now that it's a deal, I assume he'll work it out. Afterall, like what I've always been saying to him, he'll be the first to benefit from this. It's not for me. It's for his sake. Am I right or am I über right?

I still can't make up my mind as to what his punishment will be.. Any suggestions?

Being early is for my sake as well. (I can hear him say this over and over again.) Sigh. I think I'll have a vegeterian diet for next sem. Drat. Let's get it on! *rolling my eyeballs*

Not Your Ordinary Solu-cortef

Top to Bottom: (External) Light green cap. (Internal) Rubber stopper, his note, another rubber, the liquid.

This is not your typical Solu-cortef. What's not in the real Solu-cortef that's in here is the red liquid and the rolled piece of paper inside.

Effort. Effort. Effort. =D

Soooo original and unique. Sure thing I've never ever got this package of a note/letter. And I don't think anyone will ever give me this. *Except for M, of course.*

Good thing he taught me how to "open" this right. Else, it'll be a mess and I won't get to read the note 'cause it'll be soaked up with the red liquid and it'll wash away the message written in red pen.

Rest Week

This week was so cool. I thought I'd end up paying 50 bucks per half day of absence yet in fact I was in all of the attendance. *And it's not that I asked someone to sign in my behalf. LOL!*

Sept. 23.
I was with M. *Toinx. Like, "K, what's new?".*  In the morning we surfed the net with Kem, Thea, and Shobeh Gretchy. Lunch was with Gretchy and Jen. Supposed to be it was a group lunch but unfortunately blah blah blah. Haha! We (M+me) spent the afternoon watching KimmyDora. Finally.

Sept. 24.
It was my first time to watch the school's cheerdance competition. It was fun. In the afternoon I was pissed off by the 1-hour-plus delay in the attendance. The bleachers were full and we (M+me) can't get a nice place to watch the championship game of men's basketball just because of that delay. Err! Good thing M was so lenient with my change of mood that in the end he managed to have ourselves seated and enjoy a really nice view of the game. Not to mention that he was able to shift my mood back without getting impatient with me. Very good! :)
Student's Night was a blast! I would also like to thank him again because he's not a KJ boyfriend. In fact I find him cool because if he wasn't, then 1) I was not permitted to strut my stuff in the dance floor, 2) he had sent me home early, or worse 3) he dragged me home and made me swear not to do that ever again for as long as we're together. Hahaha! One more thing, I appreciate that he joined in the fun. Not a KJ huh? That was more to me than him being on the bleachers just waiting for me to stop dancing and decide to go home. *I love you M.*

Sept. 25.
Whatta rainy day to have a tree planting activity. Jen made a bet that her plant won't last a day. I'm actually betting on it too. Add up my plant in that fate. Waah! Why am I saying this? Whatever. I gotta zip my mouth before I spill more. Tee-hee.

Committed.

I've been single for years. There have been times that I envy those who has their "special someone", thinking and wishing I have mine too. But as I grew more mature, I've come to embrace singleness with open arms. I still hope to find my other half but then I've had enough of those self-pity moments. Singleness, for years, has already been my comfort zone. In fact, I love being single! I loved being single.

I have a boyfriend now. My first. Waaah! I'm elated. Hahaha! I've finally stepped out of my singleness haven. I pray that God would make us grow beautifully into persons we're made to be.. and that me and my boyfriend's relationship will blossom into something healthy for us both.

1st lunch as a couple. LOL! *Waah! So mushy...*

xoxo

Special thanks to our friends..

..to Budotz (tho not everyone knew about this yet)

..to everyone who's happy 'cause we're both happy..

(Sending out this mwahugz to Shob most especially)

♥♥♥