A part of me is doubting if I could really say that. It has been years that I've been struggling to get this over with. It's like being addicted to chocolate --feeling the guilty pleasure with every bite.
My berx had more than enough of my love-him-now-hate-him-later mood. I tell them I'm moving on but I find myself still head over heels in-love with him. "I've got a stubborn heart", that's what I often tell them. But because they're my friends, they stand-by me through all my unreasonable determination. Thanks.
There's no one who can assess this better than me. Only I can say if this time it's for real. We haven't seen each other nor had communicated for quite some time now. But I am doubtful if I can pass the test.
My berx had more than enough of my love-him-now-hate-him-later mood. I tell them I'm moving on but I find myself still head over heels in-love with him. "I've got a stubborn heart", that's what I often tell them. But because they're my friends, they stand-by me through all my unreasonable determination. Thanks.
There's no one who can assess this better than me. Only I can say if this time it's for real. We haven't seen each other nor had communicated for quite some time now. But I am doubtful if I can pass the test.
What if I get to see him on an unexpected moment downtown? What if he tells me he misses me? Will my heart betray me for the nth time?I want to take the test, really. But.... but..... what if I fail again?
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