How I Wish!

It is not my intention to point my fingers to anybody. This post was written just because I can't help but feel frustrated and ashamed of what happened this noon.

 Bato-bato sa langit, ang matamaan 'wag magalit. Ang magalit at mag-react, guilty! *Hahaha*

Kaganina sa Funda Lab, naa pud si Ma'am C (--instructor namu sa amung subject). Chika chika..... Sabi niya sa akin saka kay M na mag-aral dahil Finals na. Kasi daw, ang dinidiin sa office, Section namin and Section X yung sangkot sa leakage.

I love the section where I belong. Really. I guess it's not makatarungan to blame the "leakage" on us and on the other section solely. Sabi nga ni Ma'am C, she didn't think it was a "leakage" afterall dahil it's available naman on the internet and it's not that someone sneaked into the office to get hold of those. It was evident that she had faith in the sections aforementioned.

How I wish everyone heard Ma'am C this noon. How I wish everyone got to hear Ma'am C's conviction that we have nothing to do with it. How I wish (unta jud) madunggan pud nila ang sense of pride niya sa atong section and kung unsa ta niya gi-defend sa office..... how she sounds so sure..... so vindicated... How I wish. 

I didn't say a word after she told all those. I just can't bring my mouth to utter something sensible without feeling ashamed of what I had witnessed in the four corners of the classroom. I didn't even bother to say "thank you" (to her for defending our section blah blah blah). I simply can't. And I don't think I wanted to say it at that moment. It just didn't feel right. It will never feel right. Num sayin'?

I smiled my most sincere smile and (thank goodness) she walked away before I initiate. 'Cause if she haven't, I surely have.